The New year has finally arrived and what do I have to show for it??? A broken heart and more wisdom than I no what to do with. So now I must make a few New Years Resolutions (aka stupid thing that I wont repeat in the coming year):
1. I want to live more...I dont want to be boggled down by homework and other's people problems..Answer for this is to be less procrastic and more aware of life around me..
2. I want to talk to my family more...not the buddys sweatdrop I live with but the poor dumb peoples that I don't see as much as I use to
3. Play with my sister's more...I'll be leaving in about 7 months to go to the other side of the country and they don't uderstand that.....they're only 7 and 9
4. I want to eat better....not diet..(thats stupid im only 17 xp ).. but eat right and be healthy...maybe i'll even exercise more
5. I don't want to be fake with people anymore..I have this habit of being nice to everyone even those whoo dont return the kindness...my friends will be my friends and everyone else can go poof..I'm not sayong that I dont want to make new friends I just want the aquiantances to stay aquaintances....
6. I want to love...not the oh he likes me so I'll come to like him...no one wins then...but the I enjoy being around you and you bring out the best in me..
7. And lastly I want to be free..free from trying to hide my true self from my so-called friends..Scar-chan knows who I'm talking about 3nodding ..free to be different....and free to be happy
This is what I want for the new year..though how well I'll keep it is a different story.......
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