MY MUM NEEDS TO BURN AND DIE AND BURN AND DIE SOMEMORE!!!! I'M REALLY ANGRY AT HER!!! LIKE REALLY REALLY ANGRY!!!! >.< gah!!! Parents should be that rude to there kids!! She treats me like dirt and I'm not the only one that says that!! All my freinds see it!! I'm jsut her scap goat!!! I don't know what I ever did to piss her off so much....I jsut sit arounda dn try not to angry anyone....of course everything pisses her off. I kinda wish she would ahve died in the accident.....but then some things wouldn't ahve happened...but still....if she died I wouldn't feel about 2" all the time and feel like it's my fault that we ahve money problems and all that stuff...it's not fair she blames me...I really don't understand what I did...I try adn be respectful....but it's really ahrd when she insults you to the point where you have tryed to kill yourself over it...she makes me feel like life isn't worth it...and I shouldn't even try....I'm never going to get any where in life, becuase I'm so stupid....or at lest thats what she says.....*sigh* maybe it's all in my head.....No..it's not! Want am I saying!! She does insult me! She puts me down! Makes me feel like everything in the world is my fault.....*sigh* No wonder I'm messed int the head.....
Ok....maybe...you know what...I don't know what to say any more......I jsut want her dead...life would be good if she was gone...same with my step-dad....or at lest I think it would be......
Baku -- Bunny · Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 02:18am · 0 Comments |