To be or not to be to tell or not to tell these are the questiongs you look back onto hamlet one of the first represented suicidal person in a book... well that I'm aware of anyways. Yeah yeah I'm not contemplating killing myself I'm aware it's bad and it hurts other peoples selfish feelings in wanting another person living in this world... hah yeah a lot has happened just recently and in light of such events I have decided now would be a perfect time to rant on how stupid everything is and make myself feel better in knowing there are worser things that happen to people than what happened to me...
*takes a breath*
Next there is the fact that people are presured everyday to succed and keep on succeding after thier first success failure is no longer an option or an exception. You should know how to win over all the other people who know just as well how to win over you why can't you push a little harder to rise above the normal succeders make the great seem amazing. Once you have surpassed that point nothing is good enough anymore so I keep on wondering what the freaking point is. Why are people pushed so far until they can be pushed no further?
*drinks water*
Other point a parent a loving person there for support and advice in your endeavor to grow up and succede in life. They are part of the thing that drives you to the edge. But at least it's thier job is it not? Is there not a reason for a parent to disagree with you and for you to disagree with them? Opposition is what helps a person grow and develop and discover and understand the world around them. Why would a parent be so cruel as to abandon a child as they reach out to them for reassurance and comfort? What gives a human the right to be a parent when they have such cruel dispositions?
*sighs*
I'll continue this rant later I swear it is going somewhere... xp
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