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I have commited a sin that will never go away from me, i have become the sin itself, i have attacked the one i once loved with words of hatred and now for that sin i shall not be loved from her again, may god smite me with his powers of distruction, because the once i loved and thought was dead from an e-mail that was a fake... now the person i once loved jhoana is still alive but ingraved with hatred towards me, please god smite me with thy power, i can not live with this pain of hatred of others please give me the strength to lose my life for the sin i have comitted and please god let jhoana live in piece and harmony even if she dispises me... please god..... just kill me... and end it fast.......