I watch your slumped figure slowly trudge passed me not once looking at me My chest tightens in pain and sorrow “Zak” I plead with his know still from “I’m sorry…I still love you please don’t be mad” You turn towards me, the pain and hate glitters in your eyes My heart feel like its been ripped out of my chest The pain is almost blinding me but I push it back not wanting him to see the hurt in side “I’m not mad” he whispers then turns away leaving me alone Alone! Bowing my head I allow the tears to skip down my checks I don’t want to be alone I’m afraid of the loneliness and I know he’s mad at me, I know him better than he thinks I didn’t want you to be in pain; I care about you too much, but I guess I failed miserably I hate these feelings, I really do I’m sorry I failed you I guess that’s all I am A failure…its all I’ll ever be.
Black_Magick_Marker · Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 04:48am · 0 Comments |