Well here I am desperately trying to stay awake so I can sleep all day tomorrow to go to work at 4 am... I hate my job...
I was out tonight with my friends (James, Seth, Marek, Sabin and Darien) We went to the Clubhouse for food. I got a shitty Maragarita... We had an alright time but there must have been a fight at my house with my sister and mom because when I got home, everyone was asleep but there was a note in the bathroom basicaly saying I played a part in ruining her birthday. That made me feel real nice...
After all I suffered though that night... all the begging and crying I did for her and my mom to give it up and just ******** hug... all that ******** pain... for what?!?! Apparently nothing. I feel empty. Totaly shitty.....
Destiny Knights · Wed Jan 05, 2005 @ 09:49am · 1 Comments |