How I worry over nothing
How he makes me worry just by the tone in his voice
How he cares about me so much and I barely ackolange his excistence
How ever year I'm invited to a place with old friends that never cross my mind, but whose mind I'm on every day
How I have to be a model student, not go back to my old habits and show you don't have to rely on it to calm you down though every other night it's all I think about it
His age
The way people look at me
The person I'm becoming
The way I can never talk about it to him
The way all the good times are fading away, yet being replaced by something scary
The way he doesn't care what I think about him
The way he can't go two minutes without saying 'I'm sorry"
The way he won't leave me alone
The way he doesn't pay me enough attention whn I'm with him
That no matter where I go they are all I think about...
The way I freak out when he says he needs or wants to talk to me and I'm scared all day thinking he wants to break up and all I want to do is cry because of the thought but I have no one to cry too because everyone would think it would be way to scarry to see me cry...
The way he says he'll call em on break because he needs to talk to me but never calls
The way when someone asks be whats wrong I refuse to tell them, and only say "nothign" and then walk away
Broken_Hearted_Artist · Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 11:09pm · 1 Comments |