well there was a time when i was happy. happier then i've ever been but it's over and i'm trying so hard to get over everything .. maybe even forget. but sometimes it just doesn't go away. sometimes i can't bury the pain deep inside. well i'm starting a book. a shounen-ai book. ^ ^ it was one i had going because Heather loved the way it was written. so i think i'll finish that ... and get back into drawling more as well. ^ ^ i'm gonna beat life this time around. I'm not gonna let it get me like it did for 4 years before. maybe i'll post chapters in this journal ... ya know make the comment section for my reviews. of course the first like 8 or 10 chapters will be unchanged from when i was 16 so if it's written badly then oh well deal with it. *chuckles* i think my life stopped at 16. everything was left unfinished. like my life ended when heather left. even though i was physically still hanging around. *lughs* well comment? should i start the story?
KnivesTG · Mon Jan 17, 2005 @ 05:40pm · 3 Comments |