I have a slightly random memory that i'm not sure if it's a seperate life or not, but i think it fits in the timeline right about here. The only memory i have here is that i was kidnapped and put through some really gruesome experiments with genetic altering and stuff. I was kept in a cell like place with maybe 8 or 10 others. Pretty much they;d take only one person out each day, and that would be the person to go through the tests. And being the person i am, there was just no way i could let everyone do that. As soon as they "broke" one of us they were taken from the cell.... I could never stand seeing them after that. They were just hollow, mindless, emotionless, with no feeling about anything. They just felt empty, on the edge of death but not allowed to fully make the trip there so they could be at peace. Souls tourutred into nothingness.... I couldn't stand to see any more of them go through that, we all depended on each other in that place and we all wanted out. It's that pack/herd mentallity that humanoids can get. But i pretty much made them take me in everyone else's place, and somehow managed to keep myself from being broken. I made them mad.. They wouldn't let me heal, they'd keep me there for hours more than they would normally. I remember i came back one of the times, couldn't stand, i was being starved. I was thrown onto the floor of the cell and couldn't make the move to at least try and get up like i had before, but i just couldn't. I was too weak. Had it not been for the sudden supporting hands i felt around me i probly would've been broken the next day. But eventualy after a new guy was put in with us we were able to figure a way to get out and escape.
drappachishi · Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 05:39am · 0 Comments |