If only I wasn't the timid person at school...If only I had the nerve to act on impulse...man, everyone would hate me.
Not that I would care.
I would just like everyone to come out of their little worlds into reality where not everyone cares about looks, or purses, or money, or material things.
Or at least into the reality that to some people those things aren't even available.
I have one friend at school, and I se her on twice a week if I'm lucky. On Mondays and Fridays, for an estimated time of 2 hours each day.
I have 5 diffrent masks that I put on...
One for people I secretly despise...
One for the few people I don't...
One for school...
One for home...
And One for church.
If only, if only...I could have someone that I could see that I could have an intelligent conversation with...who I could equally listen and talk to... who would not need to understand me, but who could at least relate...
heart_tears · Wed Jan 26, 2005 @ 02:38am · 0 Comments |