Here it comes. Another update of my life.
2005 has really taken it's toll on me.
I don't know about all you otha peoples,
but I've been in really bad shape so far.
I'll narrow it all down into a nice neat list like last time:
1.) Suprise, suprise. My stress headache has come back with a vengance.
"Hello, Stress Headache. I see you've missed me. Let's go for a trip to see Mr. Motrin. n__n !!"
2.) I have a solo on February 5th. w00t... -_- I don't want to do this solo. I'm sure to get a 2. {The scale is A+ to A- = 1; B+ to C = 2; C- to D = 3; D- and F = 4 for those who don't know.}
3.)Speaking of grades, my grades this cardmarking were HORRID.
About 3 Ds, 2 Cs, 2 Bs, and an A. A GPA of 2.3. I feel so stupid...
4.) My ex-boyfriend... you know... Jeremy; the one who I broke up with in November? He thinks we're still together. I've had to "break up" with him more than one already. I've done letters, personal web pages I've created, my mom, emails, MAJOR hints he's just not getting... It's insane. I don't know what to do. It's time to call in Kirshana.
5.) Here's a bit about my parents. My dad has tried to fight against my mom's divorce, and the sparks are really going between the two of them. It's hard to concentrate... or sleep... with to grown people arguing above your head.
6.) Some less severe news about my mom; she went into surgery last week for weight-loss surgery. She's home, up and running again, and there is nothing to worry about. She's going back to work on the Monday.
7.) Here's a great deal, we're out of money. My dad has been fired, my mom is working three jobs instead of four, and we bearly have enough money to pay most bills... It sucks.
There has been only one day, so far, that I have actually had some fun for the majority of the day, and that was Saturday the 29th.
I met with Jamelle [DDR Dude], Masq, and my buddy Kirshana at Oakland Mall. We played DDR, shopped a bit, and had lunch together.
Being with Jamelle really brightened my day. Having him hug me and bury his face in my hair; tickle me and grope around to find his cell phone...
OH. Sorry. n_n;; I like him alot.
He's been calling me just about every day for the past week, and it's sweet how he worries about me, so.
He's one of the only things that keep me happy and divert my thoughts from the valleys of my life.
Heavy sigh. My life seems to spiral downward at every given moment.
I hope it gets better...
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