Mmkay..so like I really don't ahve much to say besides....Mmmkay drugs are bad! Thats about it....-_-;;;; Besides that if frekin' snowed here....yet it seemed so right....I mean my day was deppressing enough I mean with going to drop Ryou of at the airport and watching his plan take off to Japan.....yeah...it pissed me off and yet at the same time I felt very crushed......I know it was a once in a life time thing.....but still.....If it was me I don't think I would H ave gone.....I would have been to firghten to go alone.......I know she went with her father...but still I wouldn't have gone with my dad......*sighs* Maybe it's just becuase I'm jelouse that he got to go and I didn't....I mean it's not like I was entitled to go or anything......but still....I feel was angry and deprested...but hell not like I could have done that much....I mean it was some where near $1,000 I could never affored that....EVER...*sighs* Well thats about it......I'm in for one hell of a week....I mean.....gaaaahhhhh....*flops around* Mariku's going to be all depressted about it.....I mean I love him to death....bit him being so up-set about Ryou leaving just makes me angry and feel un-loved....but thats becuase I'm some self centered evil being that deserved to be shot.....-_-;;;; I know Mariku loves me to death......and I know Ryou and Mariku have been freinds longer then I've even know Mariku, but still......*sighs* I don't have much more to say.....and now I'm going to have to deal with Mariku being up-set with me....or soemthing.......gwwwwwaaaaa...sometimes I just need to get shot......*flops face down in snow and lays there*
Baku -- Bunny · Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 09:55pm · 2 Comments |