I was certainly correct in the idea that writing it out would help me to understand it all... and get over it even more.
I've been living my life for myself, and enjoying it with William. My only problems are the bad old bad habits that occasionally creep up on me. Other than that... I feel older, more mature. I'm learning how to plan and be responsible. I feel totally independent. But wonderfully interdependent at the same time. I know I could make it on my own, but I've made the decision to make it together with William. It was a good decision, and I have been happy. Even though I am sick with the flu as I write this, I am happy.
I have put myself in charge of my life, and of making my own dreams come true. And I am finding out how as I go along. After all, I made it back to California, didn't I? wink
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