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So what is love? Is it this feeling of utter happiness or just a over used word. How can you even tell if you are in love? I think I am for once truly in love.

I miss him so much. I can still feel his touch and the warmth of his body. I can still smell his colonge and taste his kiss. Everytime I think about him my heart starts racing and my stomach does these neat little flips.

It's like just even spending that short amount of time with him changed everything. I am wanting to dress girlier s**t I am even acting girlier. I am considering joing the coast guard just so I can be with him.

He's the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing when I go to bed. So does all of this mean I am truly in love with him and that he is the one? I mean I am not even scared of commitment anymore. AS long as it is him I will wait for him or more.

I can't even notice how cute other guys or girls are now. Like I am wearing some sort of blinders. He's the only one I want and the only one I see. Sometimes when I think about him I want to cry. Either from missing him or just because I am so happy we are together.

We have been through a lot the last 2yrs. I broke up with him to date a girl which was stupid of me and then we just one day stopped talking for awhile. But through it all we are together. I waited so patiently for him while he was in basic and I am going to keep waiting for him. Until we are finally together and no longer have to play the who's flying to who game anymore.