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Date: 12/10/06 Time: 6:00

Ever feel like your alone...left out of wat life has givin you? Maybe like your invisible and no one seems to notice you? Trust me if u have or even do you are not alone. Im feeling like that everyday. I'm unwanted and misunderstood. No one really understands wat goes on in my life. All the drama im going through right now you wouldn't wanna know....you prolly wouldn't even understand. I guess life is hopeless. There is really no meaning to life is there? Is there anyway to get out of this dark cell im trapped in? When im down and need help..it seems like there is no one i can turn to. No one that would understand anything i had to say. Anyone i could talk to.... would say i needed help or they would start yelling at me, putting me down. They cant possibly make me loose anymore hope for myself. I've lost all the hope I ever had and i dont know if its easy to gain back. So im hidden in the shadows with the problems in my mind. Certain problems that were placed upon me because of my friends and family they are all weighing me down. I dont have time for problems of my own. I dont have time for anything. But i cant possibly do everything either. emo