... Hah. Like I KNEW this was comming. But, funny thing is, I was just going to the bathroom, and I told myself, "You know what? GET OVER HIM. There's other guys out there, like Altoids and Katikal..."
I'm so ******** DONE with being all pissed off and moody. But one reason is, that I got $350.00 on Sunday, and that's the day that YOU ******** KNOW WHO just completly ruined me. Funny, eh? Yeah, and he was supposably, "saving" up money to come and visit ME. But no. He's going to go ******** his girl friend.. He lied to me this WHOLE time... And just completly distroyed me.
I was on the verge of just killing myself. And yes, I did cut... For the first time in, about... 3 months. It was VERY emotional...
But anyways...
I went to my dad's funeral on Sunday, too... Which the ending of my relationship with *Shindo* did not make my day even happier... Heh... Maybe... That day just sucked a**... Sunday's are like hell to me.
But... Whatever. I'll just ******** move on...
I still love *Shindo*... And I wish he could be mine again.
... And one more thing. Valentine's Day sucks. So I'm asking this guy named Jesse to be my Valentine.
The ******** up thing is, he's my ex-boyfriend. But ******** it. I can do WHATEVER I want now. Because I'm me. And I am the ******** best. So blah.
Much hate and pain {A.K.A, Love}, Kiha-sama heart
{**=Name was changed}
R.e.t.r.o D.e.v.i.l · Wed Feb 09, 2005 @ 08:55pm · 4 Comments |