It's not the best thing in the world to listen to love songs when you're lacking in the significant other department. It'll just make you more depressed.
It usually gets a bit bad around this time of the year, seeing as it's near valentines day and such. There's hearts all over the place and everyone seems to be all happy. Except for me.
For the past three years, I have wanted to have a boyfriend for valentines day. Just make it all lovely and such. But yeah, I guess I'm lacking in the social skills, am too ugly, too intimidating, too....to. But yeah, point is, nobody has ever asked me out.
I have no clue what is wrong with me. I'm perfectly nice and such, but alas, nobody likes me apparently.
Ha. It all sucks. Why do I even want a boyfriend anyways? It seems that you're always obliged to hang out with them and do s**t. That's nice and all, but I'm more of a loner. Not by social inferiority, but by nature. Being around anyone for too long will just piss me off and I'll feel like slapping them and telling them to 'Shut the ******** up and leave me alone!' I've never done that of course, but I have wanted to many many times.
But then I realise the pros to having a boyfriend. It seems to be a majour confidence boost and it just makes you happier in general. I'd love for someone to tell me that they care about me and such. Just knowing that they're there and they love you.
Yeah. I'm under the impression that this isn't going to happen for me for a long long time. Or ever for that matter. I might grow up and be some never-been-kissed cat lady. Ick.
So yeah. This angsty rant about my lacking in the boyfriend department was brought to you by the up-coming valentines day.
Ciao, Ramen.
Kat Fink · Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 05:48am · 1 Comments |