ok so this friend from before.... he is going out with my friend... witch was all sad but now i don't know its doesn't bother me... lol any ways im going to put one of my newest poems so enjoy ::
Open Up
by Blackweb rose13
So many things you'll never know about the people you love
All that things that hurt them; every push and shove
How I wish i could know how you really feel inside
Why all the mistakes and confusion; You try to hide
I hope your not ashamed or hurt by the past
Because feeling those things will only make the pain last
I know you'll disagree when i say, trust me i know
Because you think I'm only trying to put on some big show
How I wish I could tell you why i hurt so much
Then maybe you'll understand why I hurt with every touch
I know to understand you i have to understand me first
To look inside and decode this curse
So I'll dissect my heart on a table in front of you
So maybe you'll trust me a little more too
Here I go spilling every sorrow I've felt onto the floor
My deceits, memories, and betrayals drip out from my inner core
Why I've lost past friends and wrongs I've given into
Why I'm afraid of doing or saying the wrong things to you
About how i did something small that almost ruined my life
Because of this thing; i almost turned to my wrists and a knife
Little lies that hurt so many people
All those little mistakes that caused so much trouble
Now that it's done, I'll reseal the wound with a new piece of gawz
And keep from infection that that opening might cause
So tell me are you ready yet?
To open your wound that you try to forget
So now I'm listening, eyes open wide
To hear what you fear and whats really inside
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