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Hey...

This is the whole story.

When i was born,both of my kidneys were deformed,
One the size of a pea,the other the size of a peanut.(shelled)

Through my young life i went through many x-rays blood tests and catherizations.(That's where they shove a tube up your pizz hole and it burns!) On my eighth Birthday i had kidney reflux surgery,and was seemingly healed.
in the 4th grade,my teacher wouldn't let me go to the bathroom,because my shoe was untied,and i HAVE to pee EVERY hour on the hour.
That caused a wall of scar tissue to grow around my bladder.

Now i get frequent UTI (Urinary tract infections)

and sometimes at the mall,my right kidney hurts and i have to walk all hunched over,i thought nothing of it


I got one 2 weeks ago ( A UTI) and thought nothing of it,but it like burned REALLY bad,and i got terrible headaches and nausea,and didnt eat much...
like when i was little,i didnt tell my mom,and went about my buisness until the 4th day,it burned so bad i woke up at 4 am and sat in the shower soaking (It's not funny when your crotch hurts >.o;; )
My mom asked me what was the matter and i explained to her and said i'd be fine,but two days after,i stopped pissing all together
(Yes,this is disgusting,i know.) and i had to go to the emergency room
4 hours i was in the waiting room. until they said my urine was loaded with bacteria.and instructed me to see my family doctor,so i did,and he pressed on my left side,where my kidney is,and i screamed in pain.
he told me that it shouldnt hurt...and set up an appointment for an ultrasound of my kidneys.....

its in a week

I'm so scared... :Cry:

my family is talking about donating their kidneys to me
and there is a risk of my body rejectiong it
i'm so scared....Just..if you have my number try to callme more...
I don't want to die....*sniffle.*