Hello. I've missed writing to you so much. I have so much to tell you. I'm still a virgin and proud of it. I do however have a crush on someone, his name is Trey and he is in Chorus with me, he may not be gorgeous, but I get good vibes from him. I really like him!
I wish he wasn't a senior.....then I could ask him out. But a freshman asking out a senior...it would never work. But I wish so that it would with all my heart.
I mean he's so sweet, and maybe if he still works at McDonalds when I get a job there, we could go out sometime????!!!!???? He likes to be goofy all the time...and that's something I like about him.
Oh, BTW! I'm bisexual, which of course you'd know that if you read between the lines on my entrees. Do I like any girls you may be wondering- yes Brooke is ok and Ashley is really hott! I liked Brandy though, she was really cute and cool.
Hopefully Brooke or someone can find me a bf or gf. Now I told 3 people but April Newby has the biggest ******** mouth in the ******** world in 7 hours the entire school knew. She's so lucky I don't beat the s**t out of her.I should but I won't.
Now that I know I'm bisexual, I'll have to tell my mom. She'll fidn out eventually but she might be mad and hate me.... I hope they understand and still love me, Because I love them so much it hurts. I hope she takes it like Brookes mom did.
I'm still a virgin and I havent even had a true first kiss. I've had kisses but never so shocked by the kiss, that I see fireworks. But I feel comfortable that people know I'm bisexual now. I'm so tired and I'm going to bed soon. But heres a poem.
Bisexual: My heart still feels. as it once did. it hurts a little bit with strange feelings that I can't explain. It's so complicated, so frustrating, But I'll learn to be open.
Love, Tyranni
Cornelia Darkness · Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 05:30pm · 1 Comments |