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One, this account is not the same old Samurai that it was. Hell, I was just about to delete it even when... well, the guy from the only other journal entry that I have anymore...

Well, I told him my feelings. He told me his, and they weren't... the same. I loved him with everything I had, and I still do. He... doesn't love me enough to want to be with me.

It hurts, and it's stupid, I know, but I can't stop myself. Like said in my other entry, I've tried to give him up completely. And now, maybe, just maybe, if I can get my heart back piece by piece, I can finally move on.

But I doubt I will. I also found out that, when in the mood, I write good emo poerty, hence my ******** up signature. If anyone reads this, okay. If not, fine. I really don't care. I just had to say something here.