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alright you know what I think I might die really early in life cause I have so much stress cause i just bottle things up now I dont even get mad at anyone anymore it just goes straight into myself so deep and I cant seem to get it out of me and it really worries me cause I have all of these built up emotions and eventually I have to explode and thats what I fear most cause I really dont want to hurt someone because I hate fighting and war and if I were to seriously hurt someone that would make me a hippacrit and that would mean I would be the exact same person I have tried not to be all my life and if I give in to something like that who knows what else I could give into like drugs or stuff like that and thats what I absolutely resent most of all... if