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<center>"Tune Out"

Its your bed, so please choose a side
ill take the one closest to the door and
you start to speak the words that try to
Justify do far more wrong then anything you do
so grab the coat, the keys, the tension speaks
but we're singing it

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Ill tap the break while you crack the window
the smell of smoke is making my lungs explode
the 51 is backed up and too slow
Lets tune out by turning on the radio
and this town is dead weve been caught in these sheets way too long
lets just see whos up on this screen
no one i know is more depressing then me
or should i say the two of us cause after all we're all weve got
And tension speaks but we're singing it

[chorus]

And oh my love youre all i need
backed behind a frequency they played this
Song an hour ago lets tune out by turning on the radio
havent we heard this song about a thousand times before
oh well after awhile it all sounds the same
i guess its better then silence and better then shame

[chorus]
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<center>today was boring. Mrs. J has Ricky and i making movie animations in class and it's taking forever xp It uses so much paper and you only get a couple seonds out of it. In language arts my teacher wants us to write a letter to someone about something i feel strongly about. I picked Women's Rights. Becuase apparently some men think "our lives are more important than their's" &:O </center>

<center>Yesterday i had an overwelming sence of not caring. I didn't even care that i didn't care. It was like nothing mattered anymore. Like all the caring just went bye-bye out the window. Then this morning i woke up with a strong sence of hopelessness. Ricky thinks im bi-polar, and im not sure i dissagree just yet. These feelings are pretty much the opposite of how i normally feel. </center>

<center>Math with my friend Ayat was pretty fun though. She was all hyper and kept making me laugh. xD ah that girl's so crazy. Me and Jordan both agreed to wear skirts on friday. If you know me, you should realize that this would be a pretty rare occasion. I've never really been into skirts :/ oh well.</center>

<center>My orchestra concert's comming up (28th) and my teacher's getting even more testy than usual && but she's pretty much lost her voice so at least she can't yell at us. In a class with 58 kids, it gets pretty hectic ._.' </center>

<center>Well this is the end for me.</center>

<center>Edit.
I think part of the not caring thing is because i feel left out a lot. Even if you guys don't mean to, ya'll leave me out a lot in almost everything. So i guess i've just stopped caring about everything because of it. But since im not as hyper and stuff all the time i guess it makes sence. I don't even care if i get left out anymore, it just seems normal not to know what's going on now. You guys just fit in together more than i do. That's it im done, because i don't care enough to write anymore.</center>

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