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Zachary Spirer, this is for you. |
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You were my only guy friend when I was going to Waldorf. When all the other guys made fun of me and called me poor and ugly, you accepted me. You and Ian were best friends and in your own cliché, just you two. When I tried to be your friend Ian was not happy. He liked me, but I was a girl. But he didn't know I was like you, funny, loud, and carefree.
We played on the playground, you, Ian, Emma, and I. We didn't go to our knitting teacher at recess like ordered and finish our projects; instead, we dodged her and made a game of it. We got caught not even three weeks after we started, and she knew we had done it all along. I remember her screaming at us, and you trying to stifle a laugh.
When we had to do that ridiculous Robin hood musical, you got the part of Robin for act one, and John the rest of the play. I was a nobody with two very short lines. You encouraged me, telling me I was great even though my lines sucked. After, when the potluck was going, our parents talked. Your mom told my mom how you talked about me all the time at home, almost as much as Ian. By this time I had a small crush on you and it made me glow with pride that you liked me enough to talk about me.
You left Waldorf that years end and our friendship failed. Word had gotten out that I had a crush on you and it reached your ears. You confronted me and I denied it and called the girl who blabbed a b***h in an email I sent her. You stopped emailing and taking my calls.
Almost six months later, you emailed me and acted like we had talked the day before. We were talking and I said I was being sarcastic about something and you started arguing saying that I had been serious. I ended it then and there, it reminded me of my father, my bio dad.
A year and a half later I googled you. I found your dads myspace and sent him a message asking if he would ask if you would email me and saying I was sorry. A week later I checked his myspace and it could not be found. I was heartbroken you would not forgive me Zach, that you didn’t want to talk to me that much.
I have since moved away from the area, closer to you in fact. If you somehow saw this, thank you for being my friend when you were.
Love always, Kayla
~Silent.~.pain~ · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 04:24am · 1 Comments |
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