Hmm.... what is love? I thought I knew what it was, I really did.
Some times I wish I never loved then I would feel heart ache.
Yes the end may have been my doing, our doing. We both knew it was coming. You know who you are. I am sorry for your deepining pain, I am sorry for your depression. There is more fish in the sea, you know that though you have females/ males wanting you all the time. Forget about me as I know this maybe a hard task to pursue, but you must for your sanity. Frankly mine is not much better, in these days of sadness you should always look to the light. I am still here for you and don't you ever think I am not. Love is everlasting even among friends. Forgive me, Michael.<3
Well, my weekend was very very eventful, althought it was also quite sad. My friends and I went to downtown planning to go to the art gallery wich by the time we got there, we wouldn't have enough time to look around anyway. So instead we went for a wonderous, walk. First going to eat at the oh so esqusite Mcdonalds... (xD) Then we went to Rideu. That made my day, a friend I haven't seen in god knows how long was there. He had presently been in rehab, for reasons I shall not share. But seeing him agian made me realise alot of things. That life is a circle you may choose not to walk this circle but you know you will always fall back into place agian, seeing all of whom you met and love/hate along the way.
I have met some very nice people here on gaia, you all know who you are. I want to thank you for listening to my physco babble, putting up with my shinnanigans and keeping me as a friend.
The avatar art is a plus to.xP
I also recently moved out of my home which created alot of tensions between my family, but also relieved some stress of my shoulders. I have the opportunity now to do things I didn't there, I am happy here living with my Grandmother And Grandfather. I may be a pain sometimes but they know the enjoy it. xP
I thought I would enjoy art class this year... Pfft far from it, our professor likes to restrict our art and all its forms. I hate restriction, espically with a art teacher who knows nothing about art. Sure she knows the greats but come on. Freedom to sketch and improvise are to necesities I need to draw... Plus.. I seem to have drawers block.. Yet agaim, and it is really pissing me off. xD
Nick and I became friends again. Well Kinda there are still alot of hurt feelings between us but I am sure we will get past them. My friends *the group I hang out with* Particularly hate the man, I am not sure why the just do. But anyway, life is short don't hate if you don't have to. Live life to the fullest, try everything that is handed to you *with in reason.* So when you are older you will know that you missed out on very little.
Oh and PH33R MY L33T M3G@ H@XXZ0R5 5K1LLZ!!
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