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Alecxiel
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Posted: Fri Mar 25, 2005 @ 06:44pm

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	Lost in myself.. My mind is swimming.. I have lost you.. Your mind is lost, depression has claimed you.. But you never fought the pain.. You let it consume you.. We won't see December, we won't see July. The fire has been put out, I am lost to you. I never see you smile, yet I can never smile around you. I wish I could give you all I have.. But I am running on empty... I gave it all away just to have someone to come home to.. This is me fading.. I am sorry for making you and your beautiful sould fade away.. That smile shown bright, but now I never see it.. Your saddend face, my shattered heart. I gave you all I had...

Posted: Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 09:51pm

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	We got the power!! Kalean Delacrioxe --- dance HAPPY ST PATTIES DAY!

Alecxiel
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Posted: Wed Mar 09, 2005 @ 08:59pm

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	My list of wants and probly never gets. Nightmare Minis/ Angelic Minis Nightmare Scarf/ Angelic Scarf Demonic staff/Angelic staff [2 of each] Jack 03 shirt and Pants Golden laurels/ninja headband [[50 pink boxes!]] Penguin slippers/Seal slippers Emo bag/ Chain wallet OMG/AFK Devil tail/Angelic Sash Halo Horns of the Demon/ Angelic pendant Commons Fairy Wings Musketeer top - black and blue [ Cloudeh got me the brown one] Musketeer hat- black bunny love slodat steel officers hat-white/ black hipster shades-all complex shirts- all all socks Fish net stockings (have) Musketeer shoes- black and blue Highwind sneakers- [bought all]

Posted: Tue Mar 08, 2005 @ 02:49am

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	Wow two posts in one day.... meh.. I fear the mistakes I have made are more than skin deep My world revolved around you... I wish I could heal you and all your wounds.. But I am no good, not even for myself... It is not that I don't care it is just that I am so lost... I will shed my skin for you.... Tell me what you want me to do.. I have no clue.. Lost in thought... Mistakes I have to take in.. I have put you through to much .... Move on without me... I will always love you.... But I cannot live like that....

Alecxiel
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 09:48pm

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	These words escape me... with every breath I take Hmm.... what is love? I thought I knew what it was, I really did. Some times I wish I never loved then I would feel heart ache. Yes the end may have been my doing, our doing. We both knew it was coming. You know who you are. I am sorry for your deepining pain, I am sorry for your depression. There is more fish in the sea, you know that though you have females/ males wanting you all the time. Forget about me as I know this maybe a hard task to pursue, but you must for your sanity. Frankly mine is not much better, in these days of sadness you should always look to the light. I am still here for you and don't you ever think I am not. Love is everlasting even among friends. Forgive me, Michael.<3 Well, my weekend was very very eventful, althought it was also quite sad. My friends and I went to downtown planning to go to the art gallery wich by the time we got there, we wouldn't have enough time to look around anyway. So instead we went for a wonderous, walk. First going to eat at the oh so esqusite Mcdonalds... (xD) Then we went to Rideu. That made my day, a friend I haven't seen in god knows how long was there. He had presently been in rehab, for reasons I shall not share. But seeing him agian made me realise alot of things. That life is a circle you may choose not to walk this circle but you know you will always fall back into place agian, seeing all of whom you met and love/hate along the way. I have met some very nice people here on gaia, you all know who you are. I want to thank you for listening to my physco babble, putting up with my shinnanigans and keeping me as a friend. The avatar art is a plus to.xP I also recently moved out of my home which created alot of tensions between my family, but also relieved some stress of my shoulders. I have the opportunity now to do things I didn't there, I am happy here living with my Grandmother And Grandfather. I may be a pain sometimes but they know the enjoy it. xP I thought I would enjoy art class this year... Pfft far from it, our professor likes to restrict our art and all its forms. I hate restriction, espically with a art teacher who knows nothing about art. Sure she knows the greats but come on. Freedom to sketch and improvise are to necesities I need to draw... Plus.. I seem to have drawers block.. Yet agaim, and it is really pissing me off. xD Nick and I became friends again. Well Kinda there are still alot of hurt feelings between us but I am sure we will get past them. My friends the group I hang out with Particularly hate the man, I am not sure why the just do. But anyway, life is short don't hate if you don't have to. Live life to the fullest, try everything that is handed to you with in reason. So when you are older you will know that you missed out on very little. Oh and PH33R MY L33T M3G@ H@XXZ0R5 5K1LLZ!!

Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 09:20pm

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	Avi art!!!<3

Alecxiel
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Posted: Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 02:25am

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	Tracing your wounds with my lips, plunged by a piece of a broken dream. The knife of romance concealed deep within Is pressed against my half-formed skin. The night is without consolation. I want you to rip it apart with your kiss. You are the last romanticist left. To the bottom of my heart Darling. I want my heart broken each time I fall in love. To discover the afterimage of angels. You are a romanticist lost in the streets. Burn it all down with your frigid heart, darling. I want to feel with each kiss you can give me, Feel the tears of angels falling like rain.

Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 @ 01:34am

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	GAC

Alecxiel
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 06:38pm

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