Mom's bday today.. we went to see an IMAX movie on beavers (they are so darn cute!) and then went out for dinner. Guh, family stuff... it's fun, but I'm bored. We watch so many IMAX movies.. not that I'm complaining about the awesomely cute beavers but w/e.
I feel drained right now. I'm always on the computer late at night because my brothers are always so busy hogging it during the day time. It's so damned annoying cuz they'll be like "i'm claiming the computer as soon as we get home" or whatever. They, like, book it all the time. Eg: "We're going on the computer as soon as we wake up". Blah. That way, I'll never get my time on gaia when I'm not actually tired!
And I'm not exactly physcially tired. I toss and turn in my bed. But mentally, I'm always tired. I don't sleep that well, nor very long. I always wake up earlier than I want to on holidays like these. I'm supposed to be sleeping in till like 10! But I'm waking up before 9! And usually I can hardly wake up for school... damn. It's cuz of this stupid winter again, its keeping a girl like me from biking and walking around outside when I want to. I always have to have my fits of rage in my room; which is tiny, by the way. *Sigh* and I don't know why I like being outside so much, as an un-athletic girl as myself. Jeeze louise, I probably just like making things difficult for myself cuz I dont like the heat of the summer and the bugs, and etc. But this 'going for walks' thing is probably something to do with Ryan again... gah. Whatever.
Speaking about HIM, he's definately home now... I saw his bedroom light on, on the way back from dinner.. gah. When will this end?
Okay, I think that's all I need to ramble about now. Goodnight.
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