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Have you ever have times
when you're so depressed (so depressed)
and you don't want to do anything
all you could do is just cry (cry)
and no one really cares (no one)
do you hate making mistakes?
the blames you have to take
sick and tried of people who treats you badly

(chorus)
coz this is my life
i live with pain and regret
everybody hates me
no one wants me here
than tell me why am i still here? (tell me why?)

nobody understands my life
no matter how many times i've tried to explain it
no one would listen
not even my closets friends
not even my family
no matter how hard i tried in everything
i always fail
no one ever said to me
ï'm proud of you" or
"at least you tried you best"
"you'll do better next time"
but instead they say
"you're stupid!"
"you're useless!"
"you're going to end up homeless!"
ÿou'll always will be dump!"

(chorus)
this is my life
i live with pain and regret
everybody hates me
the tears i cry is blood
the pain i carry is real
it won't seem to heal

i keep thinking will this be all over?
this is one nightmare i can't wake up from
everyday of my life keeps getting worser
i'm not special in this world
i'm nothing
í seem to do nothing right

(chorus)
coz this is my life
i live with pain and regret
everybody hates me
would you cry if i really die?
does it even make a difference if i were?
i bet not, coz you won't even care

i've been look down at
i've been teased
i've been hurt
i've failed
i've been rejected
i've got nowhere to go
i'm fading away
but i'll stay strong
and i'll show you all one day
just watch
i'm not the person you think i am
i'm much more than that

(chorus)
this is my life
and i'm here tonight
to prove to you all
i'm not the useless person you think i am
so don't try to treat me like that

coz this is my life
this is my life
this is my life

writen by: jasmine
guitar player(sometimes violin): ian and adam
keyboard(sometimes piano) player: dean
drums: brian
Band name: murder in room 666