Why do I push everyone away I know I do But for some reason I can't stop I just watch myself distroy my happiness I mean I hurt everyone around me And than I try to fix it I can't be trusted I push my friends away I hurt them In many different ways I shouldn't be allowed to have any social contact If I'm alone I won't hurt anybody I should be alone When I'm alone I'm myself I should just separate myself from everyone If I haven't pushed you away Watch out I'm trying to stop But its like I just watch myself And I can't do a thing to prevent it Sooner or later There'll be no one So if it feels like I'm mad at you For no reason or I'm very defensive I'm starting to push you away If you can get past my anger bursts Than I'll be fine I'll actually stop But no one has yet So don't befriend me I dont want to hurt you Stay far away from me I'm not a good person Though I'd like to be
MusicMoshingLife · Thu Apr 12, 2007 @ 04:46pm · 0 Comments |