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hi anyone who reads my journal, today i am feeling like a loser and im getting depressed by the second.why do i feel so alone in a crowded school?why do i fake a smile?i know that answer to the second one, its because i dont want my friends to worry about me even though they are my friends. i just dont want to weigh them down with my problems. is pathetic i know but i feel responsible when they get depressed and i know my friends well. they dont want me to be depressed, but i can't help it. its so easy for me to get depressed then them. i just don't want to hurt them.