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Yes, another entry. I feel like typing, so why not?

Hmm....first thing's first. I named my virginity ShaNayNay. No, I'm NOT talking about my business, it's my virginity in general. Just to clear that up. xD I wanna just randomly come home one day and tell my mom, "Hey mom! Guess what! ShaNayNay was kidnapped.....but we found her again, so all is good!" xD Lovely, isn't it?
Second thing! Why, oh WHY are there different types of undies? Seriously. NOBODY is going to see them, so why bother? My mom did the meanest thing. I asked her to go out and get me a bra (oh yeah...sorry for my male readers. And especially if you go to school with me....Santiago, Alex, and Cho. xD; ) so she comes home this this PINK FRILLY BRA OF DOOM. It even had a little bow in the middle. D:< I don't mind the color pink, I just don't like WEARING it. Especially not something cute and....frilly. Ugh...I'll deal with it for now. Because, like I said, it shouldn't matter what your undies look like. This is why I always get the plain things. Honestly, I don't bother with the cute designs. Okay...I admit I once saw this cute night set of a top and panties, and I bought it. BUT, it also had a butterfly on it. And yes, I am a sucker for butterflies. But that was the ONLY time. >_>; Plus it was dark-colored. <3

And in other news, I'm letting the preps get ahold of me tomorrow (4/20/07), one has it set in her mind that she's gonna put make-up on me (different from my usual dark eye shadow, mascara, and eyeliner) and straighten my hair. I honestly wish her luck. I really, really, do. xD

o_o Andandand, we took pictures today! One of those long, fitthewholeschoolintoit type pictures. For the silly one, me and my friend Cricket pulled a Fatal Frame pose and choked each other. xD I'll see about putting it up here. No promises, though. The stupid camera they used looked like the Camera Obscura, only.....bigger.

Oh, and my mom had a heart attack, apparently. D: She always complained about having chest pain, but after taking a stress test, the doctors suspect she may have had one. If she has one again, she may not be as lucky. I felt so bad, because I'm probably 99% of her stress. Basically, if she dies, it'll be mine and my brother's fault. I don't think I would be able to live knowing that I caused her death. I guess my mood swings don't help either, but I dunno what to do. Dx

That's all for now, I think.

Well, ja ne!

-Syn