ya know those times you just wanna beat yourself?? yea..i feel just like beating my legs til they are covered in bruises...just such a bad day...school was okays i guess...just didnt wanna be there..but after school...i got a little jealous of one of my friends b/c she was gonna hang out with the guy i really like...but i mean..i got over that...but then we went to the movies to wait in line for a movie i have been dying to see...so i wait about an hour..dealing with my cousin amber..after waiting in line and ending up gettin tickets to the late show i wait at picwood for another 3 or 4 hours to get in line..but my grandma cant handle standing in line..so they said we could wait inside...after that they said that we had to go to the back of the line..and my grandma got really pissed b/c that ruins the point of even being there in the first place..so then she got mad and went to ask for a refund...and they got ticked saying that the was being rude...then my brother and cousins started freaking crying b/c they couldnt go see it...she started cussing at them and screaming and throwing the tickets and stuff down..all the while i am sitting here trying to calm people down..trying to get my friend to understand i couldnt stay the night with her...and finally we gave up and went to go home..all the way home my grandma was speeding, my brother wouldnt shut up about it, and i was in the very back crying my eyes out about all of it...so i feel like beating the s**t out of my legs (its just what i do)..and then i thought about some stuff and came to the idea that the guy i like only likes me as a friend..which sucks b/c he said he really likes me, so now i dont know what to think..i just wanna be good enough..i really need to go to sleep..byes
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