As if the pain from being "severed" from my sister wasn't painfull enough, what Gray told me next near killed me. "Lyn, I am sorry to be the one to tell you, but...." He had stoped cause Rose woke up. I'd never seen her so happy, and it pained me so. Cause i knew in my heart what Gray was about to say. While i was moved to see her care so much about me, I couldn't even look at her. She was very much like Mana in two ways that stood out. One: Her unbridelled love for me.....and Two: my own deep affection for her...{yeah i know, i "loved" my sister and that's wrong, but then and now, i dont care...i still love her}. Soon Rose left to get some food, thats when Gray told me my fate.
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"Your family has disowned you my dear friend and has requested that you not return home.....ever.. They have made arangements for you to live with the Shen-Clan, and beyond that...you're on your own.."
"Gray...tell Rose...i'm sorry......"
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"And your Mother and Father?"
".....I only ask that they forgive me for my sins...cause now, i'll live with the pain of them....literally.."
He only looked at me and nodded...knowing that my bond with Mana was not severed, and that half of me......was litterally dead....
Four days later I was walking down the path leading away from my home, after packing a few things. I stopped at the gate and looks back to see Leios{my older bro} saluting me, knowing I did what I thought to be right and the outcome was an accedent, and my mother and father standing at the door. Mom was in tears, and I knew why...I killed her baby girl and I know I cant be forgiven for that....ever. Dad looked upon me as if I had shattered his pride in me, his heir, and he looked upon me with comtempt as if i was nothing more then a mere criminal... I turned back to the gate to see Rose and Gray waiting for me. While Gray said nothing, Rose ran up to me and clung to me...crying her eyes out and saying "Don't go! Please don't go!" over and over again. With tears in my eyes, I did something I regret everyday since then....I stepped back and slaped her and said painly, "What makes you think that our families would allow us to be together after this?" With that, I walked out of the gates, letting them slam behind me and walked away from everything I knew with only the sound of Rose crying until I was too far to hear it anymore...
