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Good morning, I slept 1 hour. My mom is getting ready to go into sergury.. well have fun everyone!!

I'll hold you,
when it all falls down.
When the entire worlds
shows you a frown.

I know it won't last forever,
But at least I can pray,
I know I love you,
I want you to stay.

Please don't let the things I do,
Get in our way,
Please don't take to heart,
THe painfull things I say.

I may see you as weak,
I may over power.
But it is only a manic
For under an hour

Plese don't let me go,
When the things all go bad,
I am always here for you,
Even when your sad.

Please forgive me,
I am your sister,
Some time You want to rid of me,
Like a festering blister.

But once again, will you please,
Listen to me,
Although it seems blinded now,
You will one day see...

You will see how much i love you,
How much I really care,
Though the visually,
its not yet there.

Please jackie Forgive me,
As I will forgive you,
But right now,
Niether of us know what to do.

I love you, you are my sister,
Please love me back,
I have you front,
ANd I will protect your back.

LEt us no longer fight,
For it is not any good...
Lets get along,
Just as we should.

Please understand these words,
They come from the heart.
I will love forever,
Even after death do us part.

We may scar each other,
With things of pain.
But in the end,
We'll the rian.

The rain of forgiveness,
THes rains of the past.
Becuase Friendship,
Will always last..

Sometimes I think you hate me
Sometimes I think you don't care
Sometimes when I am beside you
I think you forget I'm there
Sometimes I think you're lying
Sometimes I think it's fake
Sometimes you say you love me
And my bones begin to shake
Sometimes I think you miss me
Sometimes I think you don't
Sometimes you say you'll think about me
Sometimes I think you won't
Sometimes I really regret
The things I've said and done
Sometimes I think it doesn't matter
Because I'll never be your one.

It doesn't really matter.

I'm Still A Human Being

In the big picture
I'm insignifigant as can be
I'm ugly, battered, and broken
But I'm still a human being
I do have uses
Even if you can't see
I can work, I can laugh, I can clean
I can be nice, I can be mean
Because I'm still a human being
You may not know me
But thats alright
You can love me and be my friend
Or you can hate me and we can fight
I may just be a stranger...
Sitting by you on the bus
I may just be your customer
Causing little fuss
I may just be your neighbor
Whom to you occasionally say 'hi'
I may just be a pedestrian
The one you just passed by
I may be your best friend
Who you tell your darkest thoughts
I may be the girl you crush on
You know you've got the hots
I may be an aquaintance
An occasional 'how do you do?'
I may be your sister
But I still don't mean that much to you.
It may not look like it could be true
But as insignifigant as I may be in this big world
I have feelings, I have emotions, I can feel
I may not be important to you.
But you might be important to me.
And either way.
I'm still a human being.