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That is all I have to say about my life right now. Everything around me is moving way too damn fast, yet I still have time to think about things no one but Rob can realte to. (thanks a lot Rob, now we know neither one of us is crazy.) But more or less, you know that feeling that something is watching you? Well yesterday as I was walking through the woods I felt it, and now I've been feeling it a lot. I'm just waiting for someone to pull a scream on me:
"what's your name?"
"why?"
"because I want to know who I'm looking at." heh.that movies is so lame. But basically I've been making really stupid decisions and going out with guys and I regret almost every thing I've done in the past week. But anyway, getting past the moment where you pretend to sympathize my problems, I have decided to share some lyrics that I did NOT write,but they are still cool.

cast the calming apple
up and over satellites
to draw out the timid wild one
to convince you it's alright.

and I listen for the whisper
of your sweet insanity
while I formulate denial
of your effect on me.

you're a stranger, so,
what do I care?
Vanish today
not the first time I hear
all the lies.


shy away,
shy away phantom,

run away,
terrified child,

you....move away,
you ******** tornado...

better off without you
tearin my will down.

for some reason I really like to listen to that song over and over because the gentleness and hardness of it makes me fall asleep and since im practically insomniac I need that a lot.