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How could it? It doesn't share atributes. Why is it that the first comparison is red and passion when it comes to that stuff. Passion should be black because when there's passion, black has no color, thus color shouldn't be a part of passion. Passion should have no sides and should be constant, never dieng and allways existing even in the absense of light. You know what's red? KINDNESS. Know why? Because in todays society, it's allways bleeding. Why do you think bullies are called BULLies and who do you think they pick on? As soon as kindness shows its face it gets chased down and gored by a bull angered at the site of red. Kindness is treated as though it were the enemy (China in Pearl Harbor) yet it lives amongst our colors (Stars and Stripes). It's red because it's now a carcus and what little of it hasn't been devoured by the bulls is still being chewed. Let's see what happens to the bulls when there's nothing more to feed on but green which they can't live off of. We reds will be laughing at them from our graves.
SephirothJr0 · Wed Dec 14, 2005 @ 05:18am · 5 Comments |
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For the last time, THIS is the damned lyric |
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The song of a dieing heart |
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I used to think everything would be okay, if we gave it time all the problems would just go away. We tried to sit and talk it out, I realized I love you with out a doubt. You say you love me and I know you do. It's so hard to prove my love to you. I try to deal with your personal stuff, but dealing with you is pretty tough. I cant do this anymore, waiting for you to call has became a chore. You say you'll call and you never do. I sit at home waiting for you. You say "I'll be there soon, Im on my way". I don't hear from you again 'till the next day. Everything you do comes before me. Your loosing me I hope you see. I miss you more than I could ever say. You'll realize what went wrong one day. When all your friends have gone, and your sitting in your room all alone. When the phone doesn't ring, and I'm nowhere to be seen. Please help me make this work. Swallow your pride and stop being a jerk.
SephirothJr0 · Sun Nov 27, 2005 @ 04:18am · 2 Comments |
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Thr RP has obviously been canceled because nobody seems to be commited. It may be done with more experianced RPers in the Final Fantasy Destinies guild. If you're willing to put in the time, join the guild. Otherwise, don't ask me to help you with a character spread if you're not gunna use it.
SephirothJr0 · Fri Oct 21, 2005 @ 08:37am · 0 Comments |
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To those of you that know me well enough, you know I've been in Minasota for the last week. I'm sure you're all anxious to know how it went so here is the day by day
Tuesday
The day started real early in the morning. I finally arrived at MSP at around 8:00 am after the grueling 11 hour trip. I came off the plane and was so nervous I couldn't walk strait. I noticed my hands were shaking as I put on my backpack. I went to baggage claim were I was supposed to meet her but she wasn't there. I got my luggage and leaned against the wall. I called her house from my cell phone but there was no answer. I noticed someone walking towards me and I looked up. I gave her the biggest hug I could muster and she explained that she had been standing there for a few minutes. I felt kinda bad that I didn't see her. I figured I didn't expect to see someone so cute there waiting for me. We went to the car and her mother dropped us off at the Nature Center (not the actual center of nature as I originaly had thought). She explained that she was too nervous to come to get me by herself which was why she was late. I got to holding her hand and then put my arm around her shoulders. The Nature Center was beautiful. I was amazed at just how green every little thing there was. The tall grass was green, the trees, the bushes, the frogs, the ducks, and even the water. I pretended to be interested in the surroundings but they really didn't interest me because I was too focused on her. We saw some deer and it melted her down. I got to kissing her cheek (sheak) and found that I couldn't stop doing so. After re-taking the same trail through the nature center we eventually made our way back to her house. We sat on her front steps (Cuyama porch) and she laid her head on my shoulder. We got to kissing and she laid in my lap and against my chest. The mosquitos were going ape-s**t on me but it didn't bother me too bad. After a short walk around the neighborhood we went into her backyard and she laid out a blanket. We watched the clouds and "developed our relationship" a bit further. We waited there untill her mother came home and we went inside for a little tour of the house. Eventually we came back outside to play catch and wrestled around. I was surprised in her ability to catch the ball considering she doesn't play baseball on a team. Her mom drove us to the hotel and then we came back to watch movies. When it came time, her mom drove us to the hotel and Brittany walked me to my room. It was SO hard to let her go but somehow I did. I couldn't sleep. For those of you that know what I'm talking about, I watched the entire Adult Swim block twice. I missed her but was completely caught up in the memory. This was the most romantic of the days and was deffinatley my favorite.
Wednessday
Thursday should have been a real frusterating morning but I was so "lubby-dubby" that nothing could have bothered me. I went to the bus stop that I was supposed to take to Brittanys but I got on the wrong bus. It took me to the transit station at the Mall of America (the biggest mall in the US). I called Brittany and got on the right bus, however I got off on the wrong stop. I figured I was close enough and ran 20 minutes to her house. She thought it was sweet that I ran that distance. We stayed at her house for a while and spent some personal time alone. We went for a walk to a little patch of grass behind her neighbors house and laid together. After a while we went to her piano lesson at her friend Gale's house. She was a real sweet lady. She gave me "the test" and called me "a keeper" which was real important to me. We had coffee and popcorn. Gale played a tape of Brittanys accomplishments on the piano from over the years which was really cute. Gale drove us back to her house and we watched movies untill I had to go back to the hotel. I don't remember when, but it started storming really quickly. I couldn't sleep again.
Thursday
I decided to do away with the buses and just ran the whole way to the hotel. I was surprised that I could physically run all 20 miles especially with my bad knees. It took me about an hour and 15 minutes. We stayed at the house for a while and then set off towards "Up-Town". We went into a bunch of awsome shops and then to her psycologists. We talked to her for a while and then went walking around some more. We did more window shopping and then found our way into a park. We were succesfull in an attempt re-live our childhood by chasing eachother through the playground. Eventually we settled down and sat in a slide and talked about how great it would be to have children and be able to take them to parks like that one. Her mom picked us up and we went back to her house and watched movies untill it was time to go back to the hotel. She came with me again and I refused to let her leave but eventually she did.
Friday
I took the bus this time and didn't have any trouble getting there. We stayed at her house again. After a while we walked to a resturaunt named Bridgemans. I didn't think it were possible but I loved her even her even more than before. We walked to her friend Stephanies house and swam in her pool. She looked SO hot in a swimsuit all covered in water. I had trouble controlling myself around her. Afterwards we jumped on her trampoline untill Stephanies dad gave us a ride home. We watched some more movies and then I got to sleep on her couch which was so much better.
Saturday
On this morning, we went to Valley Fair around 12:00 and stayed to midnight. Valley Fair is an awsome carnival based amusement park. We went on so many rides. She looked so cute when she was nervous about getting on some of the bigger rides. We went on a lot of romantic rides too like the farris-wheel and the rapids at night. She saw a carousel for little kids and it made her ge all mushy. She had won me a blue monkey and I won her a purple puppy. We have matching rings and she got me a sweatband with a cursive L on it for Linahan. I got an airbrush tatoo of a fat blue monkey on the back of my lower neck and she got a pink and white dragon on her shoulder that drove me crazy. She's so sweet to me. I saw her X-boyfriend Bryce and tried to go kick his a** but she wouldn't let me. Looking back, I'm glad she didn't. We got the biggest cone of cotten-candy ever materialized by man. Her mom came and picked us up and we watched movies and listened to the radio. I fell asleep right away.
Sunday
I was awoken by her hand on my shoulder and her lips on mine. I wish I could start every day that way. We spent the entire day cuddling and watching movies and playing video-games. I don't want to talk much about this day. We lit off fireworks in her front yard. It was real romantic. I'm getting choked up so I'm gunna move on now and maybe I'll tel more about this day later.
Monday
Even though I experianced the hardest thing I've ever had to do on this day I still charished every second of it. I woke her up in the morning and layed next to her for a while. She talked to her grandmother on the phone and then we watched some more movies. We refused to believe that I really had to get on a plane that afternoon. We claimed that I had forgotten when my flight was and would have to rescheduale a new one in a few weeks. In case you were wondering, yes, I did cry. We drove to the airport and I had to depart from them at the parking lot. It hurt so bad I fell to my knees. The flight attaindant had to help me to my feet and walk me to the plane. I never want to feel that way again.
Summation
This wasn't only the best week of my life, but the best 7 days. Brittany and I love eachother very much and we can't wait to be with eachother again. I'd give anything to relive even a minute of that trip. Just type'n this is almost bringing tears to my eyes.
And incase you haven't figured it out already, that's her and her cat in the picture below.
SephirothJr0 · Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 01:37am · 7 Comments |
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SephirothJr0 · Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 01:54am · 5 Comments |
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