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Best
1. Male friend(s): "coLin" jouz.gil jay.
2. Female friend(s): oOps.i only have close ones.
3. Vacation: tanay.and singapore.

Worst
1. Time of day: basta ung nakaka antok na subjects ...anytime time of day that the subject is boring
2. Day of the Week: monday!
3. Food: indian food. XP
4. Memory: july 03

Last
1. Person you saw (not parents): bambi
2. Talked to on the phone: coLin
3. Text: coLin
4. IMed: karlo
5. Messaged over myspace: ???


Today
1. What are you doing now: surfing
2. What are you wearing?: yellow shorts and blue shirt
3. Better than yesterday? : i like being at home in my bedclothes >.< joke

Tomorrow
1. Is: sunday.
2. Got any plans: call my bestest friend.maybe get to see him.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: next day will be monday.who likes mondays?!

Favourite
1. Number:02
2. Song: SLIDE
4. Season: rainy season

Currently
1. Missing someone: yup
2. Mood: sad (like always)

True or False:

I am a cuddler.
true.only to my baby

I am a morning person.
aaaaagh!

I am a perfectionist.
...false

I am an only child.
so false

I am currently in pajamas.
false.wish i was

I am currently single.
false!!!

I am currently suffering from a broken heart
suuper false

I am addicted to myspace.
false!!!

I am online 24/7.
false!i have a life!

I am very shy around the opposite gender.
false

I can be paranoid at times.
true.

I currently regret something that I have done.
false

When I get mad, I curse frequently.
true.(embarassed)

I enjoy country music.
mostly false.

I love smoothies.
true!i love food

I enjoy talking on the phone 24/7
true.isang tao lang!..i can only talk that long to just one person...

I have a crush.
true.love, darling, sweetheart, angel, big brother, best friend. he is EVERYTHING to me.

I have a hard time paying attention at school.
true!hahaha

I have a hidden talent.
...?false

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
true.doesn't everyone have skeletons in their closets?

I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy.
true. but right now, false.^_^

I have all my grandparents.
false

I have at least one brother and/or sister.
true

I have been told that I have a sense of humor.
...?false

I have broken a bone.
false.thank God

I have changed a diaper.
false!

I have changed a lot over the past year.
true.i definitely think so

I have done something illegal.
true.like my current relationship.jokes

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair
color.
false

I have had major/minor surgery.
false

I have had the cops called on me.
nakup.mdyo true. ruth lam nio ung kuwento diba.hahaha.
oops.sorta true. ruth knows the whole story.hahaha

The great love that I have for you

is gone, and I find my dislike for you

grows every day. When I see you,

I do not even like your face;

the one thing that I want to do is to

look at other boys. I never wanted to

marry you. Our last conversation

was very boring and has not

made me look forward to seeing you again.

You think only of yourself.

If we were married, I know that I would find

life very difficult, and I would have no

pleasure in living with you. I have a heart

to give, but it is not something that

I want to give to you. No one is more

foolish and selfish than you, and you Are not

able to care for me and help me.

I sincerely want you to understand that

I speak the truth. You will do me a favor

if you think this is the end. Do not try

to answer this. Your letters are full of

things that do not interest me. You have no

true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,

I do not care for you. Please do not think that

I am still your girlfriend.


(now, please read it again...read the 1st, the 3rd, the 5th...and so on...)

>.< angel i love you.

At sa aking pagkubli, hampas ng araw pagdamdam ng gabi...
tulog ang iyong mga kamay, di nako makapag antay.

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tagalog bumpers!

it's been too long since i last came here on Gaia...
you know what?..that boyfriend i mentioned in my first post..well, it could've been our anniversary today if he wasn't such a two-timer..we broke up July 3 last year...
he dumped me for another girl he was courting while we were going steady.

oh well! i got over him, but only after sulking for the rest of july..all the way through august, september, october...up until december! that's when i finally got over the guy...but, funnily enough..if it wasn't for that heartbreak, i would never have met my soulmate...you see, sometime in september, when i was still reeling from the breakup, i joined a choir at church to keep me busy...and, guess what?
i met this guy in december while practing with the Grand Choir.and he is really, really special...we just celebrated our 4th monthsary (is there such a word? whee ) last may 2.and he's amazingly genuine and mature and it's like we're made for each other...yeah, okay. i know you're getting tired of all this crap that i'm saying, but let me say this first..
he is my best friend and he is such angel... blaugh damn. i love him.

okay. imma stop now.

its been a long time ^_^ oh well...so now i have a boyfriend...its been us for a month now...our monthsary is on the 11th...he's too old for me i guess...and i don't even know if i love him or not!...i feel i have to prove to myself that i can handle my studies and my boyfriend at the same time...i just need to make this last even until december and then i know i can...i'll even be his longest standing girlfriend yet...or maybe ill make it last for 2 years...then if that happens ill introduce him to my parents... but i dont even know if we can make it for that long...oh well...we'll wait and see...check me and him out at friendster.com...type this in the find user box: soul_audio@rock.com to find me and elmo_xl4him@yahoo.com to find him