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i know its hard to bear this, but it's for the best. if i could've only been here for her to talk to, maybe...just maybe things would be different. if i didn't have such a busy lifestyle, then i would be on more. but i can't.....i just hope that she can find someone to hold her and love her and make up for my mistakes. don't pity me, i'm just expressing my feelings.

Me, matt(my bro), and garrett(a friend) went all over town yesterday looking for everquest. man, we searched best buy, gamestop, the mall, walmart, and finally decided to get final fantasy 11. that game is awesome, i like how the graphics look. psht, it beats pristontale by a mile! I only got 2 hours of sleep, so i'm real tired tonight. i'm going to bed soon, i just had to get on and talk to my orangy blaugh . i hope she understands how busy i can get. but i try to push it all aside for at least an hour to see her. i'm nearly finished with Dragon Quest, an rpg i started from myspace. i have to stat writing it soon. i should go now.

I met the best girl ever. her name IC (In Character) is orange, shes very nice and really pretty. i'm so glad i met her, she really lifted my spirits. maybe if she has myspace she can join the rpg. but hopefully she could, i have to go to bed now so i'm out.

I'm having issues that really get to me.
First - my friend on this game i play was hacked and i was blamed for it because i knew her password. Everyone is telling me to confess when I DIDN'T EVEN DO IT. omg, i'm about to hit something.

Second - One of my bosses at work was being a total biatch, she kept yelling at me and made me do almost everything. i called out the next day cause i couldn't stand her freakin mouth.

Third - My little bro is always ALWAYS bugging the crap out of me. i have to lock my door just to keep him from getting in and saying some smart remark.

But on the other hand, i am having some fun. halloween is comming up and i'm going out with friends and ghost hunt, then go around town. I'm also getting a new game soon and will be on it while i'm not working or at school. Also, Dragon Quest RPG is comming to a close soon, but i'm working on another one for people to play on. It's text-based, just to let you know. If you have Myspace from myspace.com then let me know if you want to join the rpg. I'm turning them into stories and adding the people who participated on it. Thanks.