idk any more if theres such a thing called love. i mean i never had it and most likely never gonna get it. like i think i am just jinxed cuss like every time i like somone they do not like me. hell i remember when i first dated all the b*****d wanted was sex. so i dumped him and moved on. after that i met this guy i for got his name an like well he used me. i did not think that at first cuss his exact words where "i will call u in the morning" so like i waited no call so i just thought he was busy. so a week went by and still no call so yeah i just sent him a long a** message on my space asking what the hells up. he responded " well first off u are ugly second lose some ******** weight then he said u are to kind and too sissy" so yeah i am not that sissy and, like how the hell can u be too kind? so yea that ended badly then like came my recent well kinda recent ex which i will leave his name out well any ways like we dated for a week then after that he ignored me. then like he messaged me on im and said he had a bf. so yeah basically he cheated on me. then came this a** whole named evan like he lead me on thinking he liked me and actually made me happy. then he ignored me and then deleted me on myspace. after i confronted him asking why are u ignoring me and his answer was to delete me. so yeah and like now this guy like i though he liked me and like now idk i think he found somone else. so yeah idk. i just ******** give up on dating. like guys are just plan a** wholes. ugh ******** there no such thing as LOVE. hell most likely i will never have LOVE. ******** i most likely will die b4 i find mr right. so yeah i ******** give up.
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