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Sweet.
I'm out of school tommarow and me and Clay have made plans to hang out which makes me happy. These past few weeks have gone by in a blur. Monday i went to the Opeth show and damn!! That's really all i can say, it was amazing and great but I regret not getting pictures for clay since he didn't get to go. He was bummed out about that :[ So whenever they started playing Face of Melinda I called his cell phone and left him a message because that's one of his favorite songs by them but he said it was too loud lol.

...and he made me a mixed CD lol. Yea i know it's cheesy but it was so cute because on the front he wrote "Paige-ical, (that's what he calls me) I burnt you a cd with all the songs that make me think of you. Hope you like the sweet jams" So of course I had to give him a big hug and then last night he burnt me the 7 Opeth Cd's i didn't have and he left them in my Art bin with a little note saying "You better like these cd's cause it took forever to burn them". I laughed.

All in all this week has been pretty awesome!!

yay

<center>Between The Buried and Me: Selkies: The Endless Obession

(Slip into something more comfortable...proceed into space)

Innocent individuals
Concerned about nothing but happiness
Progress becomes easy due to this social situation
Unfortunate turn of events
Collapse this idea of childish thought

No judgement towards one another, no social status to compare
All as one
Exploit the idea of innocence
Goddamn television god
Corrupt me
Seperate us
Groups of difference seem to comfort what we once didn't think of
This show was in their head for years
Enjoy this life of wonder and imagination
For it will be torn down

You will be torn down
Time to hate, kill, ********, conquer
This is human life at its best
We'll televise this event
You can learn how to live, breathe
Then finally die

(The sweet relief is a must)
We can speak of obsession
We can love the endless

Sooo my day consisted of going to school, coming home, talking to martin for jsut a little bit but then he left, and then going with daniel to check out his place. I was scared shitless the whole time because it's out in the middle of nowhere it seems like, but really its only 5 minutes away from me. I don't like the fact that he's already living on his own. He doesn't even turn 18 til the 24 (saturday). It just makes me feel a little uneasy but if thats what he wants then he should do it.

Lately I've been thinking about so many things it feels like my head is going to explode. I'm so ready for the weekend so i can just relax and chill out for a bit. I know Martin is probably getting fed up with my constant bitchyness, which i don't blame him, but there's just been alot of things on my mind. Which is something I think I need to talk to Martin about instead of writing it here for anyone to see. I've just been feeling a little uneasy lately, like things are going to slip apart and come undone at any minute. Maybe im just putting my guard up to avoid getting hurt. Which is completely pointless because I know that if anything were to happen no amount of being prepared would soften the blow. Well I'm done now for the night

Sometimes I feel like everyone is playing this big joke on me

Well Schools been pretty good so far!! I have alg.2 first period and then spanish2 second and the rest of the day I have semi-easy classes that I get to relax in. I also have lunch with Jordan and Clay so I have a feeling this will be an interesting semester. Other than school nothing really has been going on...Unfortunately.


And since I don't have anything else to talk about...i'm going now

Ugh.
I'm hot. I'm frustrated.My stomach hurts.
Today's just not my day, I guess. I woke up and showered and felt pretty good but a little bit after,when me and my mom left for the mall, I started feeling like s**t warmed over. So we walked around the mall, I didn't buy anything and then went to Coldstone Creamery and got some icecream. I got the cheesecake icecream mixed with crunch bars. It was pretty good but i couldn't finish it all. When we got home i went straight to my room and took a good two hour nap. At one point I woke up covered in sweat and I just ended up getting naked. It didn't help much. After i got outta bed i just went and stuck my face in the freezer for a good minute or so. I just wanna keel over and die right now, seriously. Ohwell...atleast my nap helped a little.
Blah

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I miss martin and i feel like we left on a bad note

tehehe

I'm in love and it's so nice!!!
...

He's the bestest thing since sliced bread... i swear

Well I came back from Pennsylvania on Wednesday. My trip was really nice, the scenery was beautiful, the hills and old, antique looking houses. We were out in the country but I didn't mind. I took alot of picture so I might add a few later on to this entry. While we were there I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower again. I caught alot of the things I missed the first time I read it and I could really relate to Charlie, the main character.

Hmmm. what else?? I got a haircut today. I really like it and it's not as long as it use to be but I don't mind, the curl comes out in my hair alot easier now. I'll need to get pictures soon. Well I'm done now, maybe I'll update tomarrow.