razz I am so sad right about now.My mind is just searching with so many thoughts.It been about, lets say for about 5 to 6 years from now,this boy name Demarcus Scott always like me,we were like best friends at church till he fould out I did not want to be his girlfriend xp ,but I did. We have been going on and off with our temper tantrums and bull s**t.Well last semester,i went to school with him and I tried to be nice.My plan was when I was sixteen we whould hook up.Well I have not seen him in four weeks.So when I went to church I noticed he was not in the choir anymore.At that period of time my pastor made an announcement that Nancy Scott was moving to Oakland.My mouth just stood there,I was so sad.I was crying through service,i cried 3 days strait.I really did not know where the hell this Oakland was,come to find out that its in California.I still have dreams about him as if he will never leave,but lets just face it,he is only in my dreams. I don't think he will remember me at all,I really don't think he cares.Yesturday,I found out that I love him.It over.Now what am I supposed to do,my like really evolved around him.You really don't know what you have till it's gone. neutral
Kimono_chan · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 03:01am · 2 Comments |