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Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one know who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now



I don't know. I just don't know. He's... he brings me happiness, and, though I hate to say it, wholeness. When we're just holding each other, I understand the expression "my cup runneth over."

Mum and Dad don't see it. They think I deserve better, that he's treating me terribly. I don't understand-- I hold no grievances against him; he means too much to me. I can still see a future-- or is it a past?-- with him.

I want to be with him. I want to have been right in my interpretation of that sentence.

"I give you my name and title." What does that MEAN, anyway?

Does it mean he's planning on marrying me? Does it mean he wants me to be his s/o? What does it MEAN? Argh! Stupid emeffing men, I hate having to puzzle everything out... how I have to beg and plead for minimum five minutes to understand what he means considering a topic.

I am the unfortunate fish caught on his pole-- the one too little for any good save to be eaten.

I'm so TIRED of not being able to understand this sometimes.

I wish there was some way I could just poke into his brain and find out for certain how he feels about me.

Ah, well. He'll be here soon (I hope) and then everything will be all right.

Won't it? emo

You know what, I'm going to give up my five worst vices.

1. Bad jokes. Your mom, your face, Helen Keller, Chuck Norris, dead baby... all of them.
2. Superfluous use of the word "like". That just has to go.
3. Smoking. I only do it when I'm really, really stressed, but it'll warp my voice (something I can't risk), shorten my singing career, and create a habit far too difficult for me to break.
4. Weed. As nice as getting high is, and as rarely as I do it... it's led to its fair share of problems, including the fact that I have auditory hallucinations more often now, and it needs to end. Plus that would warp the voice, too.
5. Cursing. It's okay in moderation, but I do it far too much. So much, in fact, that I almost said "far too ******** much." Cursing only shows a lack of creativity, anyway. razz

So yeah. There. Now it's all written down.

1. Carrots or hotdogs? Hot dogs. I'm American. XD
2. Fruit or vegtables? Fruits. Definitely.
3. Dogs or cats? Cats, because they're smarter.
4. Lizards or snakes? Snakes are cool. *shrug* The Aes Sedai ring is a snake biting its tail.
5. Elves or cake? Cake.
6. Marshmellows or tuna? TUNA!
7. Swimming or basketball? Swimming, definitely. I love water.
8. Tennis or Baseball? Tennis.
9. Lobster or clams? Omg lobster by a long shot, with lots and lots of butter. <3
10. Chicken Fingers or fries? Chicken fingers! biggrin
11. What's your name? Brittany, ugh. Hate my name. CALL ME THANA!
12. What's your age? 16, 17 on March 25
13. Where do you live? Upstate NY, nowhere near the city!
14. Name your best friend. RACHEAL! Who is Mint Pizza Queen here on Gaia. ^^
15. Name your favorite food. STEAK! And sweet potatoes.
16. Name your favorite color. I have two, beeyotch. Black and blue.
17. Name your favorite place to be. My bed, all warm, on a starry night while pretty music is playing.
18. Name your favorite horror movie. I actually haven't seen many. I think like... one.
19. Name your favorite animal. KITTIES!
20. Name your favorite song. Presently, "When You're Evil," by Voltaire.
21. How much gold do you have? 854, 'cause I spent money on t3h kick455 outfit. x3

Conclusion: I suck.

I need to update more. gonk