So its 12:49a.m. and I cannot sleep my thoughts and emotions are everywhere and life like just really sucks. and my stress level is just insane my mind is running in every direction from asumptions, to annoying situations or life just sucks all around. and to top in all off I just started my period and I'm sick my nose is stuffed up. I swear whoever reads this stuff must enjoy peoples suffering gonk . so obviously I need to b***h and complain. plus there is this person in my head who won't piss off who constantly puts me down I wanna' punch him in the head. I want to just get rid of theses akward feelings. I hate my school too! like people are so damn freakin' Clicky here like I just want to see how'd they'd feel to be in my shoes for once! maybe I'd feel more included. Someone pointed out to me that once they got into college all thoses people she knew from highschool that didnt include her. Started talking to her and it was because they we're so full of themselves. I hate when people do that they act so full of themselves or think way too high of themselves and all they look like to me are assholes. I'm glad I'm not like extremely beautiful because I wouldn't like being to high and mighty about myself because it'd make me look like an a*****e. Even though I had a friend that was really pretty and lots of people hated her because of it. And like I HATE GROUPS! like common have you ever seen someone really ugly hanging out with a popular person. Umm lets see NOPE! you have to be beautiful and like thats what people assume. Also everyone dresses the same! I feel akward about that too because I feel like I stand out like a sore thumb. I hate that because people judge you by the way you look and if your not looking like everyone else its like SCREW YOU!! where I used to live I had lots of friends so this is all hard for me I'm like the girl everyones screaming for down the hall (I moved to a different province in Canada) thay is basically all I have to say.
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