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It's kinda scary how little I update this journal. It's even scarier how much has changed on gaia that people rant about that I the anti-rant have yet to touch on. I figured it just isnt' my place to argue with them anymore. If the gold system isnt' giving you as much gold.... well that's bad luck on your part I am sorry for the loss of your obsessive pixels.
No, no I can't play the games because my computer can't use the new flash 9. While this does in fact suck for the people it is true for. There are some things that worry me in thier arguments. One, the person who posts next has the same operateing system and can use it just find. ((something is not right there can't seem to put my finger on it.)) The person who posted that says their computer is too old and they can't afford a top of the line computer. ..... ........ ......... well this is a situation i can imagine but you don't need top of the line you need newer. My current computer cost 900 dollars and it was in fact not the cheapest one when I purchased it. Hell I saw someone selling a refurbished laptop with way decent hardware for like 900 dollars with bids at around 300 or so.
Then there are of course the nips and anti-nips... it's the same for me as it is for the ones who claim the elitists and noob titles....... is their a faction for the people who just dont care either way? I mean seriously people what are a few rares or even free clothes givin out to new users going to hurt. I mean if not for any other reason besides not wanting them anymore I actually TRIED to donate/give away my horns of the demon. THis of course didnt work she forced money on me but oh well. I used it and have many nice things because of it.
THE CHATTERBOX IS HORRIBLE!
Ummm.... Yeah. It was horrible when I first got here and I don't think I really expected it to improve. Granted yes mroe responsive mods could do a great deal of good I beleive thier is a reason for them not being active anymore. If I ended up with 20 pms everytime someone saw a -insert offensive whatever here- thread i'd probably go crazy as well........ though i'm stubborn so I dont think i'd stop working. Frankly, I stopped going to the chatter box after my first encounter and have pretty much droppeed to the level of If I dont see it. It isn't there.
I'll stick to my roleplays and guild thank you. Which brings up the main point here. Everyone on gaia came for some reason or other. Some may have come for Oh, I don't know. The avatars and the items they so lust and obsess over. Yes, if you have considered leaving because you can't get as much gold to get that one item you want for your avatar then you are indeed OBSESSING over it. I'm really very tired, I used to try to answer questions and discuss in site feed back... but now everytime i go in there I start feeling tired just knowing what i'll see. I'm leaveing because i can't get gold, the games suck, the admins don't care about this site, the mods arent' helping me, I got banned so i'm not ever comeing back. (regardless of them makeing a new account to say this.) etc etc and so forth.
Let's not forget the. --The mods need to fix the site...... mods and admins are differnet people LEARN LEARN LEARN! That's right up there with being asked what a desktop is... Which brings me to some things. Okay, chat speak etc. Yes I do have an issue with useing L337 speak and chat speak in over abundance. I did not take that many years of english class learning the ins and outs of a convoluted language to see someone ignore it completely. Granted i'm not against it compeltely some people like it. THat's there thing. But please too much is too much tone it down.
I've also yet to see one person deliver to us a site or game that works better then gaia when they go into a yelling session about how the admins and developers don't know what they are doing.
Here the thing. Can you program? Can you make a feature run on a site that has anymore then 5000 users on at one time? Can you do it while having a job on the side which more then a few admins and developers have? If you answered no to these then keep your critism to what you can do.
Me? I can't even program a website as of yet... I will learn but not yet. I can point out where things could look better still but that's the extent of what I can do. I can tell you there is a glitch there. That's where my programming knowledge ends with seeing something wrong. I can't say they dont know what they are doing because my one and only program I nearly copied from a book and someone managed to botch it up. THATS NOT SO GOOD! ^_^ But hey I can still say i found the glitch and ask it be fixed.
In fact to those people. You make a game/feature and release it to the general public of gaia and see how they react to it. Then maybe you can b***h.
If you read this leave a comment if you think me an a*****e or just a little loopy tell me about it. If you hate how I blobbed everything into passages that don't always mesh with each other I apologize. It was rather late at night/early in the morning when I typed this.
Ever content, with every Intent, J-San
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Wed Sep 06, 2006 @ 08:48am · 0 Comments |
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People not just one or two... seem to think that everything they do in college is a reflection of what I will do when i finally........ if i finally get to one. I myself well probably end up somewhere between a tech school for computers or a community college that lacks dorms. Which is why it's a good thing I dont have my own apartment or anything as of yet because it would be rather hard to afford.
.....school in general will be hard to afford....
In the event of college:
If I am online it means I have no homework or studying of any kind.... whcih if anyone has ever taken a look at my track record for ones luck with teachers and beyond is bloody unlikely.
If I am online talking it means i'm not studying, which means i'm procrastinateing because I got frustrated and decided spending time online was a good idea which it isn't. It's distracting. I can't study and have my chat windows within reach at the same time. So odds are if i'm online i'll be idle or away 90% of the time.
While everyone seems to think othewise includeing sometimes backwards repsonses from my mom. I do not intend to spend time at college getting to know people. I really don't. Why you ask? Well it's simple really.
I HATE PEOPLE!! Not all people there are a few people I may end up talking to and maybe even being freinds with. But i have a habbit of picking the peope with good hearts it's something i've been half way good at my whole life. And sadly thats like one or two out of one hundred people.
I will not go to parties. Won't go to bars. I don't drink except on special occasions and only then it's a little liquor no beer. I dislike clubs. I don't like being in a place where i'm at any given time likely to be pressed between two people I don't know.
Why not join a club or group? Uhh, lets see. Common intersts aside all i'd do would be argue with the other members. I dont get mad very often but i don't like listening to peoples opinions when they don't listen to mine.
So broken down what's this say about my college experience when and if it happens.
Study. Hopefully graduate. Hopefully get a halfway decent job with whatever choice of field i went through college for. Never work this crappy manual labor swing shift bull again.
I'm free for comments if people actually see this. Try to convince me otherwise on my thoughts if you like. But when you tend not to put effort into certain things logically they won't happen. Such as meeting people and makeing new freinds. What few i have now are big enough pains as it is.... xd
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Tue Apr 18, 2006 @ 09:38am · 0 Comments |
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I "Didn't" have anything to rant |
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Of course, now I do. It's something that bothers me to no end now. It was alright when just one person did it. I mean yeah some people are flighty. But then I took a three or so day spree playing my new game. I come back and low and behold getting people to talk or even discuss.... or hell i can't ge them to argue with me is harder then pull a cactus out of a rose bush without getting cut.
Of course i had the consolation that one of my freinds was always there to talk granted sometimes he get's on my nerves but hey he was there to talk to. Well now he's up and dissapeared again. I'm not pointing at anyone in general but in general most of the people i talk to on a normal basis talk to me for 5 minutes then promptly ignore me.
Yet, if I were to say hey let's roleplay to any one of them they would most likely jump me and shake me untill I started the session. Which brings up something else. If everyone dissapears for a week and I mention that I wanted to rp that whole time they usually have something to say like oh well life an all. Yet if i dissapear for a few days I get bitched at for not being there to rp when they wanted. confused Is there a rule somewhere that says game masters can't take breaks?
I have whole heartedly exhausted my plot for roleplays. Yet, I press on trying to think of new things to fit everyones needs. Sadly, the needs of the few I Rp with are varied. One want's fights and action, one want's plot and story development and one just WANTS to roleplay something they understand.......
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 11:42pm · 1 Comments |
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Umm... wow nothing to say. |
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So yeah. I could rant and rave about the lack of enthusiasm i have for going to work. Or about how I don't think there is anything wrong with tattoos or getting peirced. (Though I won't spend my money on something that a simple picture could do or a regular peice of jewlry that with my luck a peirceing would end up getting infected. DONT ARGUE WITH ME I KNOW MY BODY!))
I could mentioned my underlying feelings on politics. Or on the downward spiral humanity is takeing. (but i seriously don't care all that much to. If you can't see it that's not my problem.) Of all the things I could rant about the only thing I can seem to think of right now is.
How akward it is to have someone you know ask you for advice on thier sex life! Granted this happens often and sometimes it's alright. But it's the person who spoke with you that makes it akward. While I won't say any names I can say that the likely hood of talking to this person was low for awhile and I could feel no end to how akward it was coaching said person through a relationship issue. sweatdrop
"Oh sure no problem here's my take on it." Meanwhile, a giant neon sign appears above me that say nice guy's finish last. Oh well. If last place allows me to help people no matter how akward i'm quite content. biggrin
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 10:41pm · 0 Comments |
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People are interesting in their fraility. |
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Point of this post being. I just got called a troll for trying to make the person understand I wasn't trying to insult him and then he banned me from his thread. If I were either insane or lesser man I would have gone ahead and got another account to say something about it but why?
He must have thought it ws of consequence to me what he did to my ability to post. I only did it to try and get an understanding of his point of view. He completley ignored my first post saying it was sarcasm. It wasnt and neither was my second or third. Now I am overly sarcastic by nature. Anyone who knows me is aware of this. Though I was trying my best not to be sarcastic on this thread but apparently I was unsuccesful on this attempt. Now gaining that no-one actually reads this i'm typeing out of mere boredom.
One has to wonder how someone can get so aggrivated over a persons words?
A final note. The act of trolling is attempting to disrupt the discussion or be rude or offensive to the users and or author of the thread. Atleast that's the wide spread definition while I did non of these I actually found myself laughing about the situation. Also did anyone else know President Bush signed a law saying it was illegal to post annoying messages and send annoying emails over the internet? What is with that?
xd I love this site just for the chance to see what is going to happen.
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 04:15am · 0 Comments |
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So yeah, i'm not one to usually go out of my way and rant in public just because I don't like something or the way something was done. Yet, when people declare hate for things over pathetic situatinos or flip out because something didn't go their way, it gets under my skin.
Take a man whom sees it fit to criticize games for non-linear gameplay like FF7 and or Tales of Symphonia. So what if you can go back and do some subquest before beating the game. For one, It is in fact just a game. It's for fun and if it could be possibly more fun for someone to go and do a few more things before finishing who the really cares right?..... well in this persons case wrong.
It is found fitting in this person's case to criticize people who get worked up when someone else makes fun of something they like and then turn around and get worked up over something as ridiculous as a story takeing a halt for a moment. Now understandable I have heard some horror story's about Symphonia but seriously. Is it really worth breaking a sweat over? I would think not. Besides, he was borrowing this game and hadn't paid any money foreward for it. So my diagnosis is. Deal with it.
Another situation has come up where I have been told. Well i'm trying to beat this quickly. ((happens alot actually)) Well the quickest way to beat the game is usually to have the CHEAPEST equipment and or strategy ever. I mean yeah everyone likes to experiance they actual gameplay but hell if you are serioulsy just want to get to the ending and you have already beaten the game once before why would you want to waste time? That's just me though. After playing a game enough I will eventually tire of playing the final boss just to see an ending.
I already discussed with one of the people whom this happened with and if she happens to read this I would like her to know she isn't what brought this part of the rant on. It was just an afterthought of the first part of the rant.
Truly warped, Jaret S. Hikari
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 03:45am · 0 Comments |
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I have made enemies. Lost freinds. Keh, like they were freinds in the first place. Work is on turn around so I was off this weekend. Some moron from next door shot my brothers dog. It's okay by the way to those who know what happened. I now hate my neighbors and hate thier oldest son to the utmost extent of my power.
I got half way decent scores on the ACT WOO. Maybe if I get in college I can meet some half way intellegent people in this state. And I don't mean the ones who are booksmart. I have prooved that being a good person and not being an idiot has nothing to do with how high a person grades are.
Anyways. Besides my new computer that's about that.
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Mon May 16, 2005 @ 02:14am · 0 Comments |
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comp can't stay on more than 30 secnods, win xp is missing a file so i cannont get on much. I go out more but why, to dissapoint myself and make it noticed that i will never figure out what the heck is wrong with me. I hate this. ::sigh:: Anyways, I can't run into anyone i know even if i visit a place i know they are at. It's really aggitateing.
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Sun May 01, 2005 @ 03:26am · 0 Comments |
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Anyone know what that is? Well in my terms it's when someone literally falls in love with more than one person at a time. To where it thrashes a person whenever one of those people is hurt or enters a relationship or thereforth. I have this very annoying problem. So much that it is getting to the point that I worry so much about who I care for that I will most likely be an old man in about 3 or 4 years. Gray hair and all.
It really hurts knowing that you care and that they can't know you care or that you can't let on that you care. Especially when you have a mindset like mine and would willinlgy put yourself in harms way for them.
So between this wandering heart and my tendencies to become some sort of big brother figure to 90% of the girls in my life I have decided that I am going to have no end of trouble finding a girl for myself. Especially, in the small area i have alotted to me. I need to go more than 50 miles out just to find someone who might not be able to point me out as a soft hearted goofball.
Right now i'm currently worried about someone. Because of something I may or may not have heard that may or may not be true and the fact that I can't get ahold of them via the net is makeing me nervous. But this is a busy time thus i'm not to worried if worse comes to worse i'll use that scary yet usefull contraption i have next to my computer. ::curses his phone:: Anyways, I don't beleive hearsay especially when it comes through the most unreliable souces. Like a skank redhead and her freind the dimwitted cousin of someone i know. So you know i'll just grow old. I'm feeling stupd now.
Jaret Shuza Hikari · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 05:08am · 0 Comments |
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