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Well , I have tried to get a hold of the two people who actually care about me and I can't. I need to talk to them . I feel so Gah! Angry I am back home and the stress levels here are always high. I need some one to talk to and there is no one but myself. These journal things are okay I can get my anger and pain out with words. But I still feel in a cage. I need to talk to My KALANDRA AND My MONDOO. I am wiped I got up early to talk to them and the were not online Iether. I need to talk to some one . IRL I am not feeling my best. xp

My tears they fall, and go un noticed
My hands are cold, with crimson disgrace
I loved him once
But never again
I was happy
But my heart is cold
I love two people, may there names go unknown
I feel like they are to far out of my reach
And I feel so alone
Am I that cold, that I need them for security?
I need to talk to someone
I fear for me and my life
But I am not stupid
I won't do it again
Just please someone notice me
Before I leave
To be alone again