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	So This Is Me, Flamin' Hot Homo!!! This is me, this is who I am and what I like to write!!!

	DO YOU SEE HOW IT IS?
	DO YOU SEE HOW IT IS?


How can you expect me to be everything you need when you don’t talk to me? How can you tell me that you love me but that every time you are with me it doesn’t feel right? How can you say that it still feels like it’s all about sex? I won’t lie it did start out as sex but then it grew into this wonderful emotion that I haven’t felt since the last time I was with you! How can I be the person you want to be with when you are still in love with her? How is it that no matter what kind of mood I am in you always make me happy? How is it that you still give me butterflies? How is it that you make me feel alive when I am in your arms? How is it that I feel more at home in your arms then in my own house? How is it that you make my heart race when you text me? How is it that no matter what I will always feel so protected with you? How is it that when you are not near I can still feel you? How is it that you crept into my heart without my knowing? How is it that I need you more then air? How is it that without you I know you are thinking of me? How is it that you let her get into your head like a virus? How is it that I fall in love with you more and more every time I think of you? How is it that I let myself because so blinded by love? I know how you are and still I never saw anything coming! You always surprised me with everything you did! Being with you is exhilarating! How is it that no matter what I tell myself that you are the only person I can’t stop thinking of? How is it that you can get so close to me and still hurt me? How is it that I never knew? How is it that you can hurt me? How is it that I love you more then ever and still want you to pay? How is it that no matter what I will always love you… How is it I love you and hate you at the same time? DO YOU SEE HOW IT IS? wahmbulance Killing Herself Slowly · Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 11:57pm · 0 Comments


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