Now that I got that problem taking care of I'm going to search my brain and try to figure out where I was actually going with this. Oh right, absolutely nowhere. Well really since I've sort of told you how much I loath people, but not all I do have a few people I like, I think I should tell what I think people think of me. There are somethings I know. A lot of people think I'm a nerd that sits in my room at my desk analyzing everything but the truth is I only do that when I'm...Well now that I think about it I analyze thing all of the time but it's while I'm doing things not while I'm sitting at my desk staring into the dark abyss which surrounds me in my room every night. Anyway, let me try to get back on the right track. Well analyzing is on this track because I analyze what people think of me. They, most of the time, don't tell me in my face but I can pretty much figure it out by their speech, actions, and body language. To me, people think I'm an annoying little know it all who thinks he knows everything. Most of the time when people assume that about me they just turn out to be idiots who can't stand to be proven wrong. Still others think I'm annoying because I tend to pop up in places when/where I'm not really wanted. I've tried to solve that problem by waiting until I'm invited but then some people get mad and wonder were the hell I am when they actually do want me there. For example my girl friend's (yes surprising isn't it.) pool party. Luckily she's one of the people who finds me pathetically charming. My own mother is one of the people who thinks I'm too anti-social. I just think that if someone really wanted to talk to me they'd do it already. A lot of people now are probably thinking I'm "emo" and really I won't say they're wrong because I'm not too sure myself. I do know that most of the people think I'm a pathetic little twig who should be shining their shoes. Then all the while I'm thinking what an idiot they are to be paying me any price for "shining their shoes.". Well I'm just going to try and sum this up right now. I'm lucky I have the handful of friends that I do and I literally mean handful because I can keep count without using my toes. OK OK I'll admit it's two handfuls.
 Kyoshi Saru · Fri Jul 20, 2007 @ 03:13am · 4 Comments |
