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This is a copy of a blog I posted elsewhere:

To the Murderer of My Little Cousin, Anthony Michael Ramirez: (not that he will actually ever read this, but hey, it makes me feel a little bit better writing it)

I consider myself a Christian. But I am not perfect, I am not here to judge, but there is One True Judge. I cannot help but hate you, though I try not to, because we are supposed to forgive and forget. How can I forgive somebody who killed my cousin, by shooting him in the back. How can I ever forget Anthony and all the things that happened in our family after this murderer took Anthony from our family forever. Only thru the works of God will our family now find some sort of peace in what has happened and having to live our daily lives with this whole in all of our hearts.

All I really wanted to say, is that this little cowardly boy, that took our Anthony from us, better pray for life in prison. He is being tried as an adult, when he eventually gets to prison, he will be living in hell on earth, because those who are in prison already, do not like those who kill kids.

And when this dumb a**, finally dies, unless he truly knows Jesus one on one, he WILL GO TO HELL!!! And in hell, he will forever live that moment as Anthony felt it. All the fear, the pain, everything that Anthony felt until his last breath. Anthony's murderer will forever live it over and over and over again.

Their will be justice done whether we ever know it or not.

R.I.P. Anthony Michael Ramirez



I wanted to enter a blog previously, but I was unable to do it without "keeping it clean".

Thank you for listening to my rantings and ravings.