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Have you ever not trusted yourself? Have you ever gotten to the point where you're just a danger to your friends? Is there a name to it? Unfortuneately, it does not feel at all good. No....it feels like you need to keep your friends away in order to protect them from the disaters that are caused by none other than yourself....and in my case, that happens far too often for me to watch myself and their safety. All this time, I thought I loved someone enough to say, "I will never do anything to her. Nothing will happen between us because i care that much about her." The fact is that men will never change, especially when they have an addiction...like i do.