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so for u older people.. im 12 but my bithday is jan30 so soon i will be 13 whoo ya..

its gonna be sweet! NUMBER 1 reason cuz when i go to a restraunt with my mom and it says 12 years and younger on the kids meal thing i can jump on the table take of my kacket and swing it around as i say o ya i m actually gonna get to eat something, at least enuff to keep my energy up till the nxt meal. I mean have u seen wat the kids meal's are like where the hell am i gonna get energy to freaqkin walk back to the care in a dish like that. i went to a place and order of the kids menu a chicken special.. i got a rly small chicken wing it was pityiful.. i almost starved.

now if there are any other reasons of being 13 that is better than that plz comment...

Pets

my sister is a pet fanatic. i like pets.
my sister has too many i think as long as it doesnt avovle me its all good.
but when my pug junior died that was wierd..

we got two pugs one day cuz me dad ran over 1.. he told me a ladie stopped and the found 2 other puupys so he brought them home .. i named one junior my sister named the other puggy.. junior had a heart condition .. i knew he wasnt goin to live forever but u no dont expect the worst things to happen when ur waitin for them. one day i went out to give my dogs water kabu (my other dog he was there before the pugs) and puggy. junior was sleepin . so i went to wake him up. i nudge him 1 time he didnt wake up . i started to panick but i knew he was dead so much for his life. for some reason i didnt cry i dont no why but w/e .. im tough somehow i have a good heart yet i no sometimes u have to let go off things

my parents are divorced it sucks cuz i cant tell any1 the whole story cuz if i did i would suck more. u see that story has been goin on for about 3 years now and i i told any1 it would just mean i have showed another person wat the world can really be like.

depressin it is really. sometimes when i think about it ill cry but i yawn to make me look macho not cryin or anything. sometimes when i think about it , i just break out cryin and i cant stop.. this topic i am talkin about i could write millions of novels on it and probaly make a fortune. but why would i want for everyone to see the world for wat it really is it kinda sounds like the matrix or for u theater people urintown but those writers had the right idea. what can the world be... but! wat could we make it instead